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People Go , but Memories Stay

Hello BEAUTIFUL People. How are you ?

okayy , Let's start the Story . Yes People Go away from your life , but the memories will always stay in your heart . Betul kan? Suddenly i miss gee . Korang still ingatkan siapa dia dalam life ebby dulu . Sorry gee , lama sudah ebby tak pergi melawat gee dekat sana . I will go visit you later okay? All the memories will always stay in my heart . I will never forget you . You know what gee , first kenal kamu dulu . I'm soooo Happy and thanks too Gabby . Sebab introduce you to me that time . Eventho , now ebby dan gabby is stranger . Yelah kamu pun tahu kenapa kan , and kamu pun suruh ebby tegur dia and text him . Biasalah Gee , ego bah tu dulu and malas juga sebab masa itu dia ada gf bah . hahaha xD Gee i know you in the better place now kan? Kesian juga ebby tengok post gf kamu dekat facebook haritu . Hope dia akan jumpa someone yang caring macam kamu .

Bukan apa ebby taip tajuk macam itu hari ini . Because i miss him . And our last text is , i'm waiting for you cover song . IN 2017 was a happiness for me and then we lost contact almost a year . Then we bertegur again because you and gabby graduate . After that kamu bagi surprise for my birthday. Malam-malam datang bagi MCD . Yes dia tahu pada masa yang sama , ebby with someone juga masa itu . That's why memang jarang betul text and Gabby pun menjauh dari ebby . Dia unfriend and unfollow all my socmed . IDKY but he still friend in facebook with my sister tau.

2019/2020 Macam tu kah , Gee pun apply jadi Pulis and then dia betul2 jadi pulis tau . Congrats Gee , and then we still juga bertegur sebab ebby still save his number . Just tegur biasa2 jak , until lah ebby tahu dia ada someone . I'm so happy that time , because he deserved to happy like me juga . Sometimes memang kesal la juga sebab , idky beberapa bulan 2018 dulu dia menjauh dari ebby and ebby just contact gabby jak . Me and gabby memang rapatlah juga masa itu. we share story and cerita bodoh . Kinda miss that too , and kita orang argue a lot juga . Dialah yang rajin reply my tweet dulu and dekat sana lah juga kita argue because of benda yang tak penting tau . Then satu tahap ini , ebby ada someone juga masa tu , and gabby pun sama tau . But kitaorg text macam orang couple , yela dialah kawan ebby masa tu juga. Masa itu , ebby kan LDR dengan ex bf . Gabby cakap , why want to meet someone & still want to continue your relay dengan stranger . Macam pelik kan , why dia macam menghalang saya untuk teruskan? Why not bagi ebby sendiri yang cuba dulu . Yela , kita kena cuba dulu then we will know bah . Because of that lah ,kitaorg argue again and tak contact . Terjumpa pun ,just senyum and say hi jak . Ngek , now i miss you bah . Hoping you doing fine okay? I know , maybe you will read this kah . hahahahaha maybe lah ho .:D

Gee , tolong bagitahu ngek kan? i miss him so bad and takda orang cari gaduh dengan saya macam dulu . :D

OKAYYYYY Geng , Ini jak lah story ebby buat masa ini . I will back again with a new excited story . Sooooo Goodbye and Have a great day ! xoxo

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HEY , HOW ARE YOU ?

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Hello Beautiful people ! How are you? Sayaaaa balik sudah ini . Okayyyyy , jum story Morry ! hahahahah xD

Tittle Hari ini ; " Hey , how are you ''. Mesti pelik kan , kenapa pelik saja tajuk tu . Bukan apa , sometimes sis ini rindu or entahlah . Susah pula mahu describe dia. Macam ni saja lah . This morning kan , sis nampak Aunty shanti tag Si MJ . You know siapa MJ kan? Dialah tu .HAHAHAHHA Kalau tahu , tahu la kan. Then stalk lah dia tadi di facebook tu . Tak Friend pun dengan dia sana , just tengok2 saja bah . Terjumpalah something ini. Yes , dia dah ada someone tau . I'm sooo happy finally he can find someone after breakup dengan saya . I'm happy for him and Girl please take care of Him okay . I know he is nice guy and pokoknya baiklah . Past is past kan , hoping korang happy and all the best . MJ was a good ex and then we breakup pun sebab dia stress with his life and his job . Tbh he take a good decision before and saya tahu dia sengaja cakap macam itu that day . Because i know , yang dia tak macam tu pun. yelah kan , bukan jodoh saya bah itu . Just i really want him happy again and loved by someone . okay? Thanks for 3/4yrs together .

BAH , itu saja lah story saya . I will back again ,if saya rajin menaip okay! Moral of the story , you will meet someone who really love you . Accept all your weakness and love yourself . Now , i'm still looking for mr.right . hahahaha . Bahhhhh , see you again ! Kbye!

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JUNE

Hello Beautiful People . How are youuuu? So , i'm back with my story ! Alright , let's started !

It's June already . Nothing much to say , but I'M bored actually . But I have short story to share. Last week me and my sister order GRAB Car . Because we sooo bored and go makan . Then I order the Grab . Sampai at our house , and we go masuk and jalan lah . Unfortunately the car is not really in good condition . Just pelik lah , why that driver tak cancel kan? He try to drive the car , even though the car is not in good condition . we kasian him , and ask to drop mana-mana yang dekat . But he keep saying , i can bawa you two go to this place . Slow-slow dia bawa and then stop tepi jalan ,then jalan again . I think , i spend 30mins inside the car . And the aircon also tak berjalan // on. Then sampailah me and sister dekat mall that day . The moral of this story is , jangan tamak or jangan paksa if kau tak dapat buat dia . Luckily , kitaorg selamat sampai . It's okay to cancel bah , because i get any driver after that . I hope this driver can learn from all this . I know he want to cari Rezeki juga , but benda itu membahayakan your customers and yourself . He keep saying sorry to us . Thank you abang grab .

Alright , we move to other story . Lately , i getting know someone again. Korang tahu kan , Sayaaa Sooo Malas to text someone . I changed after Single bcs so malas layan text/dm orang . I still need space & healing myself from the past . I hope , I can get a new friend with this person . He text me two weeks ago and i just reply him last night . sooo lama dia tunggu . Anything , i will update soon okay .

i need to now . See youuu again! xoxo

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Are you Okay?

Hello Readers . Apa Khabar? Mesti baik kan? Let's start the story everyone ! Let me start with my short story . Alright , now is May already . You know what ? did you remember last year , May 17/ 2021 I wrote something . Sad story . Yeah , It's my best friend dead Anniversary . I'm sorry Gee . Maybe I'm busy with my work and stuff . But i will visit you soon okay . And I miss you <3 Rest well besties

Last month , we have a lot public holiday . Mostly I'm spend time with my family . Soon I'M going HOLIDAYYYYYY TO SABAH ! It's next week . Maybe I will meet some of my friends , if I got the time to meet them . Just 3days at there because attend my cousin engagement. Don't Ask About jodoh okay ! HAHAHAHAAH . I will meet someone Soon if He is My JODOH . Like Gabby said to me before , " SAYA TAK PERCAYA JODOH" . But Saya Percaya bah ini . I hope Gabby Meet his Soulmate soon .

I'm open my blog because . I really missing to wrote my days & what happen surroundings me . Eventho my story BORED , but i glad ... i can wrote something here . Alright . Just want to share , I'M listening to this song & it's make me sad . Idky , maybe because of the lyrics .

It's already May , and we almost spend A year already . Time flies soooooo fast . Just enjoy your life , spend time with your families , your love one and don't forget to LOVE YOURSELF . I know, most of people in this world , still fighting for the COVID . Gais , Don't forget to take care of your health . Just using your mask . If you don't feeling well , go see doctor & check yourself . OKAY!

Alright , i think ... i write a lot thing today . So , I will end my story here . I will meet you again with a new story . SO HAVE A GREAT DAY AND SEE YOU !

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MEMORY 2021

Hello 2021, December . This will be the last month for 2021 . I will always remember all the memories that I created in this year . Okay , Let's start with the stories xD

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January 2021 :

Yes , it's my birthdayyyyy and His Birthday . To surprise him , I'm buying the cake for him and we celebrate it together . Issa best memories ever after few year . On my birthday , he spend time and celebrate it with me too . Thanks being a good boyfriend for me that time . Meantime , he try looking for a new job too .

February 2021 :

It's valentine day and we never celebrate it like others couple tho . Because he never like this kinda of celebration . But it's fine , he still spend time and pick me from office . We spend a lot time together .

March 2021 :

Bad month for me neither . Suddenly He changed and he always late reply my text . When i want to calling him , he just give me short time to talked . And i hate it so much . He always give the excuse or saying that he is busy with his interview and blabla . Our relationship become more worst and no more communication between us .Always argue for the small thing and sometimes he ask me to take Grab car to home. I really don't what happen to him and why he suddenly changed like that . I don't know what to do . I try to solve the problem and try to talk with him . But he never want to answering my call sometimes . And he love to play game too . Sometimes i want to give up in this relationship because I'm fucking tired with people like him .

April 2021:

Everything is changed on this month .

Me and Him finally official Breakup after 5 months together . Actually he is my ex before , and I would love to give some chance for us . But I make a big mistake again and I'm hurt again because of him . I'm asking the Breakup again for him ,like I use do when we're together past few years ago . I can't Tahan with him again . I need to go from the toxic relationship and i need to start a new life without him . And he just saying, i'm sorry and blabablalaab. Done I'm single . 1 April also my My late mom anniversary(2yrs) . Rest In peace ,Ma :(

On the same month , we received a bad news . My dad is going to Hospitalised on his birthday . Idk , i'm feel very Sad & down that time :( . And in the same time , me & adik baru je Kemalangan masa tu . The grab berlanggar with one car and luckily kitaorg selamat just badan yang lebam-lebam . Thanks God yang kita okay jak masa itu . Masa itu juga , abang masih outstation dkt sabah . My dad still dekat hospital and kena tahan few days . My dad ada problem Kidney and he need to do the treatment as soon as possible that time . So everything is changed after that and dia pun still lemah masa ini . And thanks God , everything is Fine and he doing the treatment in hospital atm.

May 2021 :

A lot things Happen in my life . Finally , I'm open the dating apps after broke up with My ex . Just looking for a friend to talked . Yes, I meet them only in Online not Meet up yet . Because I'm not ready yet to meet or starting a new chapter with someone . Luckily I meet some nice person to talked and sharing a problem . Dangggggg , something happen in my life again . I lost my Best friend in this month also . He was a good friend , I meet or know from Church . He passed away in Johor and his funeral was at Miri .Rest in peace besties ;)

June 2021 :

Kes covid di Malaysia makin meningkat . And Lastly Malaysia PKP lagi . But only a month . This pandemic memang susah nak pergi sana sini . But dia tak strict macam first Pkp . But luckily nothing bad thing happen during pkp ni . No Gawai and 1 month holiday in Home . But end of the month , I'm going to Office again and working alone without my cousin . Yes , she alrdy resign from here and all the best cuz .

July 2021- November 2021:

Mostly I spend my time with Kdrama , still talking with strangers to get a new friend . Spend time with family and go makan- makan with my friends. I'm still single until now , because I'm not ready yet in relationship . I'm happy with my Life now . I know , one day I will meet someone who really love and care about me . I know God alrdy arrange all this for me . But i will wait okay! Soon , It's Christmas everyone . This year , maybe I will celebrate alone without A BOYFRIEND . LOL .

I love to share some of my stories with you gais , it's just a memory that i created in 2021 . Thanks for the great memories , and i will always remember all of this . I will update more story after this . Hope it's a good NEWS gais ! pray for it okay. Alright, i need to go now . I have a lot work to do . See you soon Readers . Love you , May God bless you . xoxo

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year !

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IF YOU COULD TIME TRAVEL , WHICH YEAR YOU GO BACK TO?

Hello Blog ! I'm Back again ! Soooo Sorry Because i don't write a lot since i'm busy with my work and my stuff . But i will try to update and write blog when i'm free okay? Alright , let's go to the storyyyyyy time xD

If you could time travel , which year you will go back to? I know , a lot people want back to year 20xx, which is noooo one is wearing mask and no COVID right? Yes, I miss that moment too and I miss hangout without wearing mask . But We need to wearing mask right now, and just stay safe .

Idk , I just thought something when I'm done with lunch . What if i can go back to year that I really like? Then i thinking year 2002 . Why? I was 11 that time . My brothers still single .HAHA . My lil sister still a cutie sister . I still have my Late mom and my "healthy" Dad . Why I love this year? Because we don't have any problem , we still a happy family . We go travelling , we go Dinner together , we hangout together . And that time , I don't have any Boyfriend . So no "broken Heart" then . Haha XD. I will remember all this in my heart , eventho I know we can't go back to that time . If i can go back to that year , i will more appreciate the time and moment . I really miss my Mom and how she love to Gossiping , and give me a lot advise . If we can go back to our fav year , i think people will become greedy right? We just need to starting a new life without thinking about the past . But for me , if i really can go back to the year i like ... Maybe i will spend more time with my Mom . That's all i need . Even just a short time , i will appreciate it . Hmm , maybe i miss mom so badly . Because two more days , is her birthday . Deng ! Thanks Mom , because love me and always be there for me . I know , sometimes i make you worried , mad or sad . I'm so sorry about that . Just pray for me and our family okay mom? Dear God , please send my love and regards to my Mom . Dear Angel please send my love to my mom and My Late sister too ! We missed them and Rest In Peace .

Alright guys , sometimes we need to forget the past to get a better life in future right? Let's move and Be happy .

One more thing , i know a lot people Died because of Covid right now . Let's pray to God , hope we can get through all this covid together . Dear God , blessed all the patient in ICU and the people in Covid WAD. Bless the world too God and show your mercy to us . Amen !

Alright then , let's end the story here . And i will back with more story and Take care x .

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You gone But Never forgotten :(

Hello Holaaaaa Bloggers ! I'm back again. Today i'm gonna share my stories . Last year was the worst year happen to all the worlds . Even today , we still fight this things (covid19) .May God bless all of us :D Alright let's start with my story today . You gone But never forgotten . Did u remember i wrote about someone before? yes , that's true . If you remember who is that . hm yea , My best friends and my crush . That was 2 or 3 yrs ago bah .

Semalam buka facebook and i saw someone share something. Pelik bah , why share his profile picture? Then pergi lah his facebook . And i saw his friends post something " REST IN PEACE Gerald Gima'' . First aku tak percaya and wanna try to contact him lah . But then aku check lagi , yes dia dah tak ada :( My hand suddenly shaking and i wanna cry terus that time . Ngam2 masa itu , aku ada di rumah nenek . So tahan jak , and still tak percaya what happen that time . After that , aku balik rumah and go to my room. I'm cryinggggg ;'( try to be strong and think positive lah. Then go out from the room and try to cool down .

last month ago , ebby cuba la whatsapp dia sebab ebby tgk whatsapp status dia . he trying to play guitar and i'm asking for the cover from him . Hm nampaknya tak sempatlah aku tgk tu kan :( it's okay Gee . Then start sanaa , dia asking my ig bcs dia mahu tgk cover aku dkt ig tu . Before tidur semalam , aku teringat dgn dia balik and i'm crying again . Suddenly aku teringat lagu fav dia and i read all the blog that i wrote about him . After that, aku pun tertidur .

say you wont let go ;')

Macam ebby cakap before , yes we still friends eventho tak serapat dulu . Berita yang dia tiada itu , memang beri impak yang besar for ebby. Ebby kan penah crush dgn dia dulu and we just rapat macam tu, idky dia cuba mengelak dari ebby dulu . Since that , ebby memanglah tak contact dia and dah ada boyfriend juga masa itu . Maybe ini jalan yang terbaik for us kali . Thanks Gee sebab dah jadi kawan baik ebby , thanks for the advise and all the things you do for me . The smile , the memory , how you care about me . Thanks for the present for my birthday before . Thanks for everything besties . Rest in peace , till we meet again . If you dah sampai Miri later , maybe i will go visit your graveyard . Kan skrg musim covid , susah mau pergi bah . Dear GOD , Please my regards to him and Gee don't forget to pray for me sini okay . Goodbye and thanks for the beautiful memories .

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