Hello 2021, December . This will be the last month for 2021 . I will always remember all the memories that I created in this year . Okay , Let's start with the stories xD
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January 2021 :
Yes , it's my birthdayyyyy and His Birthday . To surprise him , I'm buying the cake for him and we celebrate it together . Issa best memories ever after few year . On my birthday , he spend time and celebrate it with me too . Thanks being a good boyfriend for me that time . Meantime , he try looking for a new job too .
February 2021 :
It's valentine day and we never celebrate it like others couple tho . Because he never like this kinda of celebration . But it's fine , he still spend time and pick me from office . We spend a lot time together .
March 2021 :
Bad month for me neither . Suddenly He changed and he always late reply my text . When i want to calling him , he just give me short time to talked . And i hate it so much . He always give the excuse or saying that he is busy with his interview and blabla . Our relationship become more worst and no more communication between us .Always argue for the small thing and sometimes he ask me to take Grab car to home. I really don't what happen to him and why he suddenly changed like that . I don't know what to do . I try to solve the problem and try to talk with him . But he never want to answering my call sometimes . And he love to play game too . Sometimes i want to give up in this relationship because I'm fucking tired with people like him .
April 2021:
Everything is changed on this month .
Me and Him finally official Breakup after 5 months together . Actually he is my ex before , and I would love to give some chance for us . But I make a big mistake again and I'm hurt again because of him . I'm asking the Breakup again for him ,like I use do when we're together past few years ago . I can't Tahan with him again . I need to go from the toxic relationship and i need to start a new life without him . And he just saying, i'm sorry and blabablalaab. Done I'm single . 1 April also my My late mom anniversary(2yrs) . Rest In peace ,Ma :(
On the same month , we received a bad news . My dad is going to Hospitalised on his birthday . Idk , i'm feel very Sad & down that time :( . And in the same time , me & adik baru je Kemalangan masa tu . The grab berlanggar with one car and luckily kitaorg selamat just badan yang lebam-lebam . Thanks God yang kita okay jak masa itu . Masa itu juga , abang masih outstation dkt sabah . My dad still dekat hospital and kena tahan few days . My dad ada problem Kidney and he need to do the treatment as soon as possible that time . So everything is changed after that and dia pun still lemah masa ini . And thanks God , everything is Fine and he doing the treatment in hospital atm.
May 2021 :
A lot things Happen in my life . Finally , I'm open the dating apps after broke up with My ex . Just looking for a friend to talked . Yes, I meet them only in Online not Meet up yet . Because I'm not ready yet to meet or starting a new chapter with someone . Luckily I meet some nice person to talked and sharing a problem . Dangggggg , something happen in my life again . I lost my Best friend in this month also . He was a good friend , I meet or know from Church . He passed away in Johor and his funeral was at Miri .Rest in peace besties ;)
June 2021 :
Kes covid di Malaysia makin meningkat . And Lastly Malaysia PKP lagi . But only a month . This pandemic memang susah nak pergi sana sini . But dia tak strict macam first Pkp . But luckily nothing bad thing happen during pkp ni . No Gawai and 1 month holiday in Home . But end of the month , I'm going to Office again and working alone without my cousin . Yes , she alrdy resign from here and all the best cuz .
July 2021- November 2021:
Mostly I spend my time with Kdrama , still talking with strangers to get a new friend . Spend time with family and go makan- makan with my friends. I'm still single until now , because I'm not ready yet in relationship . I'm happy with my Life now . I know , one day I will meet someone who really love and care about me . I know God alrdy arrange all this for me . But i will wait okay! Soon , It's Christmas everyone . This year , maybe I will celebrate alone without A BOYFRIEND . LOL .
I love to share some of my stories with you gais , it's just a memory that i created in 2021 . Thanks for the great memories , and i will always remember all of this . I will update more story after this . Hope it's a good NEWS gais ! pray for it okay. Alright, i need to go now . I have a lot work to do . See you soon Readers . Love you , May God bless you . xoxo
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year !
